28 sep. 2011
I hate being fat
I hate being worthless
I hate my reflection in the mirror
I hate having to put on a "smile" everyday
I hate that I hurt my friends
I hate that I hurt myself
I hate hearing "it will get better"...what if it doesn't?
I hate never being good enough for anyone...
Spend my day hating myself.
And trying to get through the day without falling apart
I'm the last person you'd expect be to hold such pain
I'm that kid that could make anyone laugh, while I'm crying on the inside.
I'm that kid that tries to help everyone hoping someone will try to help me
I'm not like this all the time.